My dream.
Man every time I think about it a piece of it dies in my heart.
“Love is a temporary madness; it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of eternal passion. That is just being in love, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Those that truly love have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms have fallen from their branches, they find that they are one tree and not two.”
Pants up close & personal (Taken with Instagram)
James 26th Birthday! I love him, he’s the best brother ever! (Taken with Instagram)
Grossness! Last night I got bit by something & when I came home today this is what it looked like…
Hehe. William gets a kiss from Polly prissy pants :) (Taken with Instagram)
“Learn everything you can, anytime you can, from anyone you can - there will always come a time when you will be grateful you did.”
— Sarah Caldwell
Sometimes I feel like a zombie-hermit. My life is just passing me by and my brain doesn’t even think twice. I cannot bear that thought… I feel like things are just falling into routine and life is slowly slipping from my finger tips. What happened to the lively kind-hearted person I once was. I feel just like the rest of the world, And that my friends, that is a bad sign. I am very anti-world views or so I thought. Society just doesn’t put the emphasis on what REALLY matters; relationships, moments, & memories. All we care about today is money, sex, & entertainment. Maybe I’m wrong, but thats how I feel. I get into these weird ruts where I kinda go numb and fall off the face of the earth, figuratively speaking of course. At times I feel like I lose touch of how I am feeling. My brain just floats in mid-air; limbo, before I bring myself back into my real mind. It’s hard for me to stay in tune with myself & my surroundings. I cannot quite keep grasp on anything anymore. Society requires so much crap that means nothing. Why does it have to be that way?
I just wish I can gain the courage to take a stand to change my life. If I don’t like it, I should change it. It’s too short to be playing by someone else’s rules. So in all this confusion I just pray I can find my way to where happiness calls me. God I ask that you Don’t let my brain turn to mush as life’s wheels keep on turning. Let me reach an awakening that allows me to fill enriched. Let me be a wonderful light in other people lives around me. Let me once again care about my relationships & work hard to nurture them & keep them healthy. Please guide me onto the path that is right for me. Amen.
I used to think that being alone and crying was one of the worst things ever, but I was wrong. There’s nothing worse than crying while the person who supposedly loves you just sits in the next room pretending to be ignorant to your tears.
I’m officially in the club.
I finally broke down & got an iPhone. Moral of the story, never say never.
Life goes on & on like popcorn.
Story of my life. I’m not a very good cook, but I’m an excellent pasta maker :) Mmmm…
My mom promised to take me to Las Vegas for my 21st birthday since I graduated high school :) thanks Mom! Ur the best!
I love her work. It truly takes my breath away. I first came across it in a cafe on my way to Portland, Oregon, but I love to keep tabs on her new work; priceless. I am proud to say one of her pieces will be my first investment of my art collection. Ladies & gentlemen, Carlie Grob.
